During the announcements I heard the word “Spiritual Tune-up” and paid closer attention. It sounded interesting. This Sunday the church practitioners were doing free “tune-ups” and anyone could sign up after the service. A Spiritual Tune Up was a session to help you let go of anything holding you back, clearing the way for the season of rebirth. This was intriguing.
After the service I found my way to the Spring Tune-up area and signed up. It was held in the old sanctuary, which was tranquil and beautiful. I was taken to a woman named Leslie. She was sitting by the window - there were two chairs facing each other and a small table. I sat in the empty chair. She was warm and friendly and I immediately felt at ease. I wasn’t sure what was about to happen, but I was open.
She told me a little about the session. It’s called a Treatment or Affirmative Prayer. She asked that I tell her whatever I wanted to clear up and she would then do the treatment. I still wasn’t sure what is was, but I was all in. We starting taking. I told her about my recent life changing experience, becoming Zia. It suddenly occurred to me that I wanted this Spring Tune-up to help me become more fully Zia. There was a part of me that was still holding back, unsure of the whole transformation. Before I knew it I was telling her things I was feeling that I hadn’t been fully aware about until that moment.
I stopped talking and she was smiling. We sat there for a few quiet moments and then she said. “There is a quote that came to me when you were talking. I think it is from Ernest Holmes. "The is nothing to be healed only a truth to be revealed.” It seems like a perfect fit for what has happened to you.”Her words hung in the air - I knew it was the truth.
“There is nothing to be healed only a truth to be revealed.” - Ernest Holmes
In that moment I knew it was time for me to fully embrace my transformation to Zia. It was a truth that had been waiting to be revealed for a long, long time. Most of my life I had been trying to fix myself and always saw myself as “fuc#ed up”. This constant struggle to heal from all the tragic circumstance of my life and all the stories that went along with that, was over. Seriously over. There was this whole, healthy, wise part of me just waiting for the right time to emerge. In September 2013, the time was right. There is nothing more to be healed, just a truth to be revealed. The truth is me becoming Zia.
Leslie fished the session with a specific prayer for me. It was beautiful. I felt great, even lighter. It was a real gift! I left the church and on my way to the car I noticed that all along the walk were bright tulips in bloom. I stopped to take them in. Spring. Yes, I could feel it. The tune-up had worked.
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